This past week I had my 6 month checkup with Dr. Conrad, the radiation oncologist. The anticipation of the appointment was worse than the actual meeting. I talked about my transition back to work and some residual side effects, and she did a physical exam. All went well.
I have mixed feelings going into that hospital. It's been a nice break not going there - when I get there it feels strangely comforting and anxiety ridden at the same time!
One of the main things (other than fatigue and trying to regain full stamina again) that I mentioned in terms of side effects is the neuropathy. I still get the tingly feet a bit and more recently my hands have been a bit achy. It seems worse when the weather is rainy. It's not much fun. Chemo certainly does a number on your body and I have read that it ages you 10 years. Weird to think I am in a 50 year old body the moment. Most days I don't feel that way though.
I had a session with Dr. Hunter this week too, and it was so nice to see him and give a bit of an update. I talked about my transition back to work and to my new job and how happy I am with the change. He's been a big cheerleader of mine over the last year and I don't know what I'd have done without him! He told me I could make a follow up for 3 months from now, but if I don't feel I need it I can cancel. So in a way, I was given the green light to be "released" from his care. Feels a bit scary but also like maybe it is time. I would say that although I am still managing my stamina, emotionally and psychologically I am in a pretty good place and have moved through the traumatic events of the past 16 months. I guess I should give myself a pat on the back for that.
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